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2010-01-25T21:41:00.003+08:00

donno how to start here alrdy...

a unpleasant things just come towards me..

i donno how to express my feeling, my thoughts T.T

is fate that brought you together,

but is also fate that make you cant be together..

what's the logic behind...

why have to bring you two together, and when both of you love each other,

then they have to separate you two again!!!

WHY WHY WHY!!!!!

I WANT TO kNOW WHY!

DONT YOU KNOW IS HURTING, SO UNWILLINGLY, SO BU SHE DE!

IT'S REALLY TORTURING~

I HOPE I DON'T KNOW THE TRUTH...

I HOPE I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING

I HOPE WE ARE JUST VERY NORMAL...

I HOPE ALOT!

we gone through so much,
finally we are together,

and now because this unpleasant news,

we just donno what to do...

we are scared!

really!

i really hope nothing goes wrong...

is it that difficult to be with him???

i donno what to do, really... T.T

2010-01-10T00:49:00.013+08:00

HAAHAHSS!
blogging today~
sooo full now!
having steamboat just now with yanni and lee teng...AHAHAHAHAS
went to meet them after my work~
time pass so fast...
tml is another day, ...arghh! working again! tired ):
and smth happen too...
just don wan say much!
say le, angrier mailto:angriera~!@#$%^&*
hais
let mi upload my fotos den!

Last but not least, my sushi tei friend, going back to her country soon~
another few more weeks!
will miss her badly!
8 JAN 2010:
boyf come and fetch mi after my work for supper!
ahahahahas...
the fishball noodles is damn nice at upper thomson~
NICE (:

2010-01-07T23:21:00.009+08:00

WHAT A GREAT DAY TODAY!
SCHOOL lesson is not tough today~
and tml is my offday from school
ahahahahas

anyway, went macdonalds for dinner today
so RANDOM which "TI YI" from sueyee
i think we are the most "NAN CI HOU" customers,
we were sitting from 5plus to 9pm!
cant imaging right!

So, photos uploading below!

Hais, what's a happy day today, and someone want to find faults with mi
i don't know why the someone so childish, doing childish stuffs.
know what's the answer and keep repeating...it's annoying!!!
and you tot hanging ppl's fone very nice and very fun!
PLS HAVE GOOD ATTITUDE!

2010-01-05T23:56:00.003+08:00

HELLO!
long time nv blog le..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
ahahhas, though abit late huh!
anyway, nothing to blog too, just came in to edit my blog skin...whahahas

and this is the outcome~
so satisfied man!

okie~

let me end here ba
blog again when its the time to upload photos! lazy arhs~

GOODNITES! BYEEEEEEEEE~

**Sometimes just few so upset, but you just donno how express it..you just want to accompany someone, however, the someone just don ever bother you. ** LONG TIME NV HAVE A CHANGE TO HAVE A GREAT MEAL!

2009-11-08T03:38:00.005+08:00

HURRAY!!
waiting and waiting for so long..(14days)
my army BOYF come back from TEKONG!
i was so shock when the first sight i saw him BOTAK!
OMG!
damn funny~
not only that, cannot even recognised him
because all army boy look the same and the height were all around the same~
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAS
anyway, not to say much,
i am happy to see him alrdy..ahahahas
he is going back on sun ..
hope to look forward for another friday!
ahahahahas
let's see the photos ba~

2009-10-26T00:22:00.002+08:00

WAD TO POST TODAY!
what can i say ?
just to say I MISS HIM I MISS HIM I MISS HIM ):
have to find things to do and keep myself occupied till 6NOV!
how?
anyone free, pls date mi out?
ahahahahahahahhas
but i was quite happy still that he manage to call mi and talk to mi
even the time left 4minutes to 1030pm.
ahahahahahaahs
*touch*
SO, tml will be another day,
which means, minus one more day
11 more days to go!
YIPPY!
ahahahahhaas

2009-10-24T23:46:00.002+08:00

The day before he went NS,
went the roti prata house to eat supper.
my last supper with him before the 2 weeks ):
and now...
Another day gone, SO HAPPY...
but still left 12 more days...
i so looking foward to the day to see him.
but, i am glad he will still cal mi up.
but i was so reluctant to hang up the phone,
I so missed him, and i couldnt bear to hang up the phone.
however, in the end have to, even sms oso cnt, 1030 means 1030pm
hais...i hope he can faster come out and accompany mi.
T.T
PLEASE PASS THE TIME FAST~~~~
fast forward the time!!!!!
arghh~
i don wan to be toture like this...pls!

2009-10-24T10:16:00.003+08:00

How to express my feeling T.T
it is just one day he went into NS...
it is good that he could be train and be a mature "MAN" already
feel happy for him.
However, i am so sad
I wanted to cry already when i miss him and i think of him
i still couldnt adapt the the live without him.
When i sick, there is someone accompany me,
when i am bored, there is someone talk to me,
when i was going to work, there is someone going to work with mi,
when i was stress and sad, there is someone listening to mi.
And now, its only a few minutes to chat and i think is like 5mins.
he is toooooo busy alrdy.
and he cant even msg mi when he was in camp.
only have to wait till 930pm and only could chat for few minutes.
This have to goes on for 2 weeks till i see him
ITS TORTURING!!!
i jus miss him so much when the days increase
but it is also closer to the day i will see him :)
i will endure!
GAMBETE!
i know i can make it...

count down to 13 days....

2009-08-30T01:57:00.004+08:00

HELLO MY BLOGGER!!!

today, work till 5PM...HURRAY~
after that decided to eat SUSHI TEI after work with jingni n larry...
ahahahahahas
have a great time chatting about men's personality..ahahahas
TOPIC was " all guys are the same kind"..
lols
after eating, seperate our ways
and bf wanted to go clarke quay,
however, he drive and drive, and miss the way till marina jetty i think
quite a quiet place...
but in the end, we went to marina barrage..
sit down n chat...
sometimes, it is good that, you have a great time sitting down with your love ones chit chatting...
listening to the breeze ...
quite a romantic place at night...
ahahahahahahas
then ard 1plus, HOME SWEET HOME (:

sometimes i was thinking, to let your loves ones helping other people is it a good choice?
in deed, it is a good choice to help ppl,
but, it s not good that, ur loves ones may over help and miss his directions...
understood???
i donno how i feel,
sometimes, it seems alright to me...
but sometimes, i feel soooo uneasy...
it may not be the "things" on what i am thinking on,
however, i feel sooooooo uncomfortable with it...
if were to tell him,
he will say:" it alright the la, nth will happen"
and he is still smsing all along...
and when he reached home, he may still smsing...
when i were to asked him to tell me what he smsing,
he will tell you that :" nothing la, why should i tell you, my privacy"
i am soooo sad..
sometimes, it just makes me nervous, afraid of...
hope can report to mi );
but how am i going to stop thinking
Sometimes, i just donno to agree or not agree of letting him off to help ppl...
hais...
so confused ):

2009-08-28T00:13:00.005+08:00

Just feel to put this picture into the blog~
"FEEL LONELY WHEN YOU ARE NOT ALONE"
I think it should be a bad day to miie ba ):
i do not know why am i feel like blogging today.
i jus feel like to~
JUST finishes my exams and stuffs.
Releases all my stress~
but there are more things coming up next, i was packed with stuffs the whole holiday~
it doesnt seem much different to me when i SUPPOSE to have my HOLIDAYS!!!
i got FYP, work and stuffs~
no time for play, relax and en aiing~ (laughs..i don't think i have the enough time alrdy)
I AM RUNNING OUT OF TIME!

and now is like 7th month
alot of things to follow,
no late home etc...(so boring)

sometimes, just feel tt i'm tired and lonely but you are not alone~
when you are alone,
it makes you think alot and would have alot of reflections (like r/s, work, friends etc)
Sometimes, you will just think n think and wanted to clamp ur fist and punch onto the wall.
had a big cry and say " things will be alright after that"
but, i think it is also no ending for me to stop saying this phase...
i think from now onwards, i will keep telling myself, " I WILL BE ALRIGHT"
and i know i am lying to myself ):
whenever i think of it,
it nv be right for mi ):
sometimes, i really donno, how shld i express my own feelings (sad, happy, angry etc.)
everytime, it jus not make things properly for mi...
i wanted to tell how i feel, but i couldnt expressed.
When i wanted expressed, i express the wrong feelings.
Example: wanted to talk to him, but i just couldnt speak up and talk to him nicely...
i donno, i just feel like killing myself,
i am heartbroken... ):

things just go badly for me.
sometimes, i don't even know how to express my feelings,
i know that the time spent is even shorter and shorter, lesser and lesser
n i am trying to do alot of things,
but, nv a chance ):
i tell myself, " since there is no chance anymore, then i would nv ask for a chance again"
tears just roll down my eyes T.T
how long i have to wait???
one day, two weeks or two years...or FOREVER will be this way...i don't know

i think i am crapping right now... i just donno how to express this feeling of mine, i am confused!

*LAUGH* i think i must start writing my feelings every now n then in this blog...
SORRY my bloggie, i just donno who i wanted to tell to, so have to sacrifice you, my blogger ):

2009-07-06T23:13:00.062+08:00

HAHAHAHAS!
JUST browse through my notes for tml proteomics exam!
ARGHH~
so stress, this time round,it is so hard, i cannot understand much~
going die soon,
HELP MI!!!

anyway,forget to upload the photos going to sentosa to celebrate huizhen's birthday in the school holidays with bunch of GOODFRIENDS~

HERE are the PHOTOS!!!

EHHHH~ NOT All yet,holidays still long,
we still got ICE cube visit too~

2009-07-01T13:40:00.025+08:00

WOAH WOAH WOAH~

such a long holiday to come back to blog.
I AM BORED IN SCHOOL!
I have report to edits, poster to do and presentation coming out..
I WAN FREEDOM MAN!
I WAN HOLIDAYS!
I can shop, play and do wadever i want!
spent time with my BabyTAN,I JUST LOVE HIM SO MUCH!
we went SINGPORE FLYERS and went EAST COAST PICNIC~
SO MUCH FUN!!!
i am so scared when OCTOBER 23rd came~
i will be lonely for 2 weeks straight,
no one accompany me,
outing with me ):

EAST COAST

SINGAPORE FLYERS

2009-02-16T01:20:00.036+08:00

HEY EVERYBODY!
i am back to my bloggie again...
hmm...is a long holiday arhs...
ahahahahhahas
anyway, tis "MISSING DAYS"
i went to HONGKONG and back to SINGAPORE to work..
took alot of pictures there..
but lazy to post the pics
BUT~
i share post my HAPPY V.DAY photos..
BF come to fetch mi from work
and drive mi to suntec fot SWENSEN!
here we go swensen!
den, meet yanni awhile and we have our dinner together
hmm..that periods, we can see lots n lots of couple outside
guys are handsome n ladies are pretty with bouquet of flowers..
XIA MU SI LE~
then everyone was queuing outside restaurants..
LONG QUEUE everywhere sia
luckily, BF n I get to dine in fast..
ahahahahhahahahs
there later, work around at suntec den head towards dhoby to find my clique and way to clarke quay for photo session n back home sweet home.
don say so much anymore,
update the photos below...:

2008-12-16T16:13:00.023+08:00

WAH~ its a long long time since i come in to blog again...
got alot alot of photos to post siax~
all photos accumulate together,
and post one whole shot together..lols
CRAZY RIGHT???

anyway, i miss my bf alot alot~
he went malaysia for 5 days..
HE IS BACK TODAY!!!
ahhahahas
but is in the midnight i think~
):
MISS YOU ALOT LURHS!!!!!!

upload some others outing photos again when i recevied them!! (:

4nov: VIVO CITY OUTING~

Clique outing [W55N]:

2008-10-19T23:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2 YEARS 5 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY

yesterday
donno what to write (:
ahahahahahahhahas

2008-10-01T23:34:00.019+08:00

A long long post again,
is a new month again,
and i think my PP poster need to be done fast cos, presentation coming!!!
GOSH~
anyway,during this few period of days,
went out with besties,
went out with zr to buy "SOMETHING"
went out with sushi tei ppl
went to en wei's hse to cook
hahahahas..
so many things to do.
there is really a "digusted" act that i saw in bus,
an auntie actually dig her nose from the start she board till she alight...
damn disgusting,
and she is sitting just beside miie man,
i really cnt tahan,
after digging, she went to scratch her head.
OMG~
she even dig and shoot her pi sai,
arghh~
i scared she shoot at miie, so i decided to change my place.
EEEEEEE~
and i think i wont talk much and let the photos tell you what i am doing ba...

2008-09-16T20:22:00.003+08:00

WAH!! it's been a long time i come to blog!
anyway, through the *long period of time*,
i am quite happy,
gather with my secondary teacher,
outing with my bestie shenn (primary school friend)
went east coast park with sushi tei people
celebrating my birthday!
COOL!
During the gathering period,
i went Gelara to have my waffle session with yanni and leeteng,
and it's a tuesday,
HALFPRICE!!!!!
it's so tasty and i have a lemon frizze drink which cost 4 plus over dollars.
EXPENSIVE right, but it's nice~

Next, outing with bestie,
went shopping and even go for sushi tei that time..
hahahas
have the NABEMONO, and the salmon sushi~
nice!

next, went east coast for cycling with sushi tei people,
suppose to meet at 1pm,but everyone is late (:
lols
and we went taking photos in the beach,
in the evening,
went to serangoon sushi tei for dinner
meet up shu qin, emily for dinner
the rest, guan qian, alex, alan, he xing, francis, jing ni, joyce and miie went to book place first.
chit chat there and have lots of fun because of many jokes...
hahahahahas
take lots lots lots photos (:

Lastly, 13th SEPTEMBER reached!
IT's my BIRTHDAY!!!!
morning went out with yanni and lee teng,
went bugis for shopping and morning for breakfast as while as to celebrate my birthday,
den later, after shopping, went pasir ris to meet sushi tei ppl.
dear bought miie flower!
after waiting joyce to come,
we went downtown to have our sakura buffet!
all of them like having some plot and i notice it man!
in the end, there is a birthday song coming out and alex stunt at miie, thought i know something,
but actually is for other table.
ahahahaahahahahs
do you know,
there is actually 3 people having the same birthday as miie
cool huh!
got one is 4 years old girl, 18 years old boy (he xing's friend's friend) and another one i donno
so qiao that he xing's friend's friend oso celebrating his birthday there.
SAME DATE SIA!
and i remeber the birthday song coming out 5 times!
hahahahahhas
joel they all bluff miie with small 5 tiny cakes from the sakura place,
but in the end, there comes a real full cake!
haahahahahhahas
and they still say " eh, how come the cake become so big huh?"
LOLS
there later, the birhtday boy and their friends sitting outside and come in join us for birthday songs.
den take photos with tt 18th birthday boy and cut the cakes with him together!
ahahahahahahahahahs
really really really very qiao!
OMG!
end here ba~

2008-08-28T00:21:00.028+08:00

YEAH!
today went sentosa with sushi tei ppl!
but the whether dint came out good,
somehow rainy and windy,
no sun at all,
but everyone was happy today
however TIRED!
so hungry, and everyone was deciding what to eat at VIVO CITY,
in the end, went for steamboat.
not all photos are uploaded as some are not with miie yet
let miie share some of the photos below :

2008-08-27T00:08:00.005+08:00

hmm...tired tired
yesterday have D&D of sushi tei 14th annual aniversary
so, we went for orchard hotel for the night (:
all of us were so high in the dance floor la
like clubbing sia!
NICE one!
hopefully i might go club one day
SEESEESEE
anyway, till the end, iwe have no MRT and BUS home,
so tonn outside
HAHAHAS.
we went stay at orchard hotel till 4plus den walk to MAC for early breaskfast sia
den walk back to orchard hotel
for JOEL's takeaway,
can you imagine JINGNI and I wearing heels!!!!
OMG~
anyway,
around 6am we walk to talk first train to our home sweet home
(:
it was EXTREMELY EXTREMELY TIREDDDD!!!!!
reach home bathed; sleep (:
sleep till 3plus den wake up,
and i just wake up.
BENNY CHEE called and ask miie to go serangoon work!!!!
arghh!
den rush and eat my fried rice den off to work
and a day just gone like this ):
NOW, let miie shows you all our D&D pictures!!!!

2008-08-24T23:03:00.015+08:00

WHEN the clocks strike to 12midnight
it will be.. .. ..
BABY'S BIRTHDAY!!!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY BABY!
anyway, we have celebrate baby's birthday yesterday as baby n agnes not free today,
bought him a small little little cake,
and his birthday present
and we went clarke quay to eat.
morever,
en wei bring his GF along which is "XUENING"
hahahas
nice to meet her (:
surprisingly,
she is SOOOOO TALL!!!
hahahahhas
reach the seafood restaurant,
ordered our food,
but everyone have to bear with miie
cause, i did not take spicy food,
and our dishes will have all the CHILLIES seperated..
ahhahahahahas
and you all know,
we ate 3 big tub of white RICE.
anyway, let miie share some photos with you (:

2008-08-23T00:40:00.002+08:00

hmm..
just went back from work
tired :(
anyway,
yesterday did witness something during our dinner at some restaurant in AMK..
hahas
you know what we saw,
some one bamboo caught fire.
my brother saw it first
at first, my brother thought people burning some pray pray thing
however, this seems not right,
he nv say anything and ask dear to see,
and they say got fire
both of them thought people buring something
but not right,
the fire become bigger abd bigger,
den all my family and relatives watc,
my small uncle run over to the block and ask them to come out
ppl ignore
only a malay family came rescue with water
OMG!
terrible
there after,
fire engine and police came,
and ask for witness and take dear and my brother number.
hahahas
FUNNy right
anyway, tml going celebrate dear's birthday lo..
hahahs
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY :)

2008-08-20T00:51:00.002+08:00

Today, went fast east plaza with agnes to find some *stuffs*
and bought some *stuffs* there.
around 515pm, walk to orchard mrt station to meet julia they all
we going to sushi tei for dinner becasue sushi tei is going to increase pricing tml
OMG~
expensive le wors
and we have our photos session down there.
IT's just like our own house la.
don care how people see us.
den later,
we have our free dessert
we keep asking for big portions..
hahahhahahas
and we are told that we can try on the new dishes at 1030pm.
and we went back aroung 10pm to have our dishes tried.
new icecream, new dishes..
COOL.
and sushi tei will have new menu tml..
IS NICE (:

*photos will be uploaded when i get it*

2008-08-14T13:10:00.003+08:00

WHAT THE HELL!!!
go and die la~
i hate ppl hanging my PHONE!
if you don't miie to do tt to you,
you BETTER don do tt to miie.
I AM BURNING NOW!!
you only think of yourself,
what am i !
huh!
ask you to come my house,
soo difficult?
happy den come, not happy don wan.
ask you go ride bike,
you so willing,
i am not important than a bike la~
right!
you putting more effort on you bikes than miie.
first, yuo remote car.
nth to say,
now competition end,
bike now.
den when is miie??
nv ever my turn.
this end, tt end, and the routine the same again.
never ever miie.
your time, money, effort, sincerity, care, love, energy whatever shit~
all on remote car and bike.
and is more than miie
what am i for.
when you are bored or what..
nothing to do or what.
cant spent some tymes for miie.
all effort i did,
only goes to the rubbish bins
nv ever think back and reflect what i did to you.
nothing at all.

2008-08-08T23:50:00.004+08:00

JUST came back from work..
i think i sprain my hip joint.
pain sia,
hais...:(
anyway, today i really over my stand..
normally, when i am angry with hubby,
i will be okie sometimes,
however, today this doesnt does effect on miie.
the whole day in sushi tei,
i only speak to him in few words
nothing much.
this is the first time,
i shut my mouth in front of him,
the first time,
i dint talk do much to him
and is the first time,
i angry with him for soooo long.
i think it's time for miie not to give in anymore
the more i give in,
the more he dont appreciate and take or granted.
i can be with no attitude,
but i will just keep my mouth shut up nxt time.
i really donno what to do.
i already already give steps to him le,
cant he seeeeeee!!!!
damn sad,emo and heartbroken <3
and i thought he will cheer miie up today,
but he is still the same,
cheer up halfway, and he gave up.
i thought he will follow miie to mrt,
but he didnt.
i was damn disappointed,
i was eager to see him rush towards miie and cheer miie up.
but he didnt,
all he did but to give up and walk away,
leaving miie in the mrt.
hais.
expect him to sms miie or call miie up
but nothing
he dint do anything
i should not give up this time round!
peirong should wake up this time onwards

2008-08-08T14:48:00.002+08:00

HATE MYSELF SO MUCHHH!!!!!!
HATE HIIM MORE THAN MYSELF!!!!
how come he don understand anything?
how come he cannot come to his senses?
how come he cannot appreciate?
how come he cannot spare some time for miie?
how come he can only spare time on his hobbies and all and neglect me?
HOW COME HOW COME?
DAMN sucks to my life now
a day a day oso cannot ?
WHYWHYWHY!!!!
ARGHH~
i have said so many times,
but how come he cannot spare a thought on miie?
i even nv buy my d&d dress and buy his birthday present and even trying to bakes a chocolate cake for hiim.
he nv feel it and stand in my shoes..
all because of him.
going to die soon~
going soon!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ):

2008-08-06T17:52:00.002+08:00

This few days was DAMN angry and angry and angry,
i donno what happen to miie,
how come all the bads things falls onto miie,
how come i tried my best to be the best to treat them,
but they think is not enough
and keep saying miie and scold miie... ..
i really donno.
CAN ANYONE TELL MIIE???
i really feel like dying anyway,
i am just trapped inside and donno what do,
how can i satisfied them,
treat them not good enough?

JUST take examples of yesterday,
i reached home and i am so tired,
and my bro reached home too,
he went to bath but my mum is cooking,
but when i going to bath,
my mum say another cannot see her cooking,
she starts to shout at miie and scold miie for nothing,
i endured,
bro nv kanna scolded,
i kanna.
NVM...
den after she cook finished,
she ask miie to mopped floor,
den i was like keep quiet,
cause i don wan,
why everytime have to ask miie,
cant she see another one sitting down there and do nothing,
nvm...
den later,
she ask miie to walk to my cousin house to take something,
and its my cousin's house is a street after,
i was so tired la,
i tell her i don wan to go,
she scold miie,
she said: " walk s short distance cnt meh!"
den i say:" i don wan, so far!"
she replied," so far you don wan go, den i need to go."
obviously la,
she don wan go, i need to go mehs,
her things lei,
den she shout at miie:" next time, don ask from her anymore.
she is so favouritism lors.
why bro sit down there like a dead person don wan ask him to go,
keep ask miei do this and tt,
IS ENOUGH LIAO LOR!
nt only that, can she don everything blame on miie,
DINNER TIME,
she ask my bro to eat this and tt,
i like transparent,
nv say anything to miie,
WHAT THE F**K!
damn damn ANGRY ANGRY AND ANGRY!!!!
arghh~
not the first time liao lors,
last time oso like tt,
i have to go to work,
every morning, have to wake up early and do housework and work until night time.
so tied liao lors.
den my bro lehs, sleep until so late, nv ever help,
wash dishes oso i help hiim washed,
and mum really very favoritism lors,
she cnt see de mehs.
cnt feel she is like favoritise ah siang, like tt wan a daugther for what huh!
wan son den everything he no need do,
den don give birth to mie la,
give birth to miie and treat mie like maid,
the other one leis,
like prince!!!!!!
WHAT THE HELL!

neext, i was damn sad liao lors,
today early in the morning went to alan school find him,
and all the way, is accompany to buy his things,
wan watch movie oso don wan,
do this and tt he oso don wan,
i nv say anything and keep quiet liao lors.
not tt,
went bugis, walk awhile
take bus home,
and he is not going to send miie home,
ask miie go home myself,
what the hell again.
why others bf can send them home but not miie,
how come different people have different life,
i nv ask from him much le lors,
now, what he want to do and did, i nv say anything liao
i was dman sad, and he cant treat miie better abit.
i already give way liao,
how come he still say i expecting too much.
how come, i think of them, do so many things from them and treat them the best,
in the end,
i was to blame and they still not satisfied,
i am TIRED,
really tireed,
i really donno wat to do anymore,
i guess is time to stop bothering,
don ever regret when there is no one to care for you anymore.
i already done my best, really hope you know and understand and stand in my shoes to feel it.
I AM TIREDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-04T08:24:00.002+08:00

SO SLEEPY!!!!
ytd reach home at 2am.
hubby and sushi tei people went play CS,
and they were like so hihg luhs!
hahhahas
what abt miie,
doing nothing but serve net ytd...
accompany them until 1am den tak taxi go home...
lucky got hubby accompany home,
if not soooo SCARY,
is 7th MONTHS sehs,
hahahahahahahahahas
YAWN`
update later if got time. :)

2008-07-23T19:54:00.015+08:00

LONG TIME NO BLOG LO...
SHOULD BE UPDATING here again...
agnes birthday was fun,
went kbox and den went to celebrate her birthday :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUH!
hahahahhas...
so long liao :)

MONDAY
went dentist to take out my braces..
soooo...HAPPY MAN..
this is the day i look forward to..
OH MY!
i can see my straight teeth soon...
den hubby accompany there.
take some photos before entering the room.
but, we waited for half an hour to my turn.
and i am the last one..
hahahas
den,
the receptionist called miie..
IT"S MY TURN!
hubby enter the room with miie,
watch the person helping miie to take away.
he told mi he saw alot of blood while he clean my teeth...
IT"S PAIN!!!!!
hahahas
den i get my old teeth model and my x-ray back home..
hahhahahas
upload the photos at the end.

Yesterday,
do nothing,
got home and slack at home.
waiting fro HUBBY to reach home frm work (:

TODAY,
went ghoby again,
den hubby was sick,
i brought food, plain water and some flu medicine for him.
so KELIAN :(
he was damn sick
what i can do, is to ask him drink more water and water and water.
and buy him some juices and ask him eat more vegetables.
poor DARLING
AWW.. .. ..
hope he will be okie tomorrow after some rest :)
GET WELL SOON DARLING!!!

2008-07-03T01:00:00.011+08:00

HMM...

now is midnight le
but i still writing the blog as today alright?

today is the day going out with HUBBY

meet him at home and weny dhoby ghaut,

at 2pm. meet agnes and went shopping at plaza singapura...

boought my lovely shoes

den..we proceed to pennisular to buy my pants

and headed to bugis again to buy my present~

HAHAHAHAS

and waited for ah tiing and zr to come to meet us...

damn damn hungry!

straight after they came,

went pastaminia to MAKAN!

hurry

and the funny thing is that,

we did not order drinks but drink only plain water

ahahahahahas

we are so thrifty...

but.. .. ...
we are not,

went buy bubble instead and zr bought yogurt...

ahahahahahahas

so isnt it the SAME!

went arcade

den the girls went SHOPPING SPREE again

but i still did not find any bags for myself...

hais

so sad ):

after that home sweet home with them

and around 11plus...

everyone went back home...

2008-07-01T08:20:00.003+08:00

MORNING!!!!!!!!!
it's early today~
damn tired and siian
having anatomy and physiology module
*die~ *faint
going to study about digestive system...
and its not about waht we learn in secondary school,
but is MUCH MORE MORE IN DEPTH!
die~

and tml going to meet my hubby le~
FINALLY again~
miss hiim so much
and we are going to pennisular,bugis.. ..
for my pants, bags, shoes and present for lee teng
celebrating her birthday on saturday
kbox, han's and shopping~
yea yea yea
long time dint have celebration together~

just got my pay~
COOL!
can buy things i want and go shopping
hahahhhahahas
hope tml is a wonderful day for me (:

2008-06-19T12:55:00.004+08:00

It's a new day today,
as usual,
went to school for lesson,
and in the morning had a severe stomachache and had to rush in to the toilet..
DAMN pain...
OH MY~
*faint~
i sms-ed hubby,
and he told miie not to go to school.
but i already in WOODLAND!
hahas
and he told miie he is not going to work on SAT,
he has a workshop to attend,
and he had asked joanne to replace him..
den how about me,
leave miie alone,
eat alone,
so evil,
i cannot be alone~
i don wna to work either,
and he told miie to find replacement...
where the HACK i going to find..
i din't really know anyone there..
haix..
i really feel damn hearbreak~
as he is my BF and not even helping miie.
he just care about himself only...
hais
I HATE this!!!!!

and ytd,
we went to joel's chalet
wnet cycling,
and taking photos.
went back to chalet and barbecue..
it starts to rain,
we have to open an unbrella to cover the food,
and we start to barbercue the food FAST FAST!!!!
so FUNNY!!!
nxt, we eat and eat and eat..
went to ehub to play arcade awhile,
den went back again and hme sweet home~
ahahahahas
ON the way home on BUS 89,
alan talk to po xing,
and giving some hint to her..
because of joel...
damnFUNNY!
after we alight,
sit at my void deck awhile,
joel was talking to pohxing..
and you know,
joel finally have the confident to ask her for steady!!!
hahahas
however, it not the answer he wants...
anyway, he can do it de..
JIAYOU!
at the void deck, i ask hubby to go to my house to stay awhile as it is 18th ytd,
but he say no to miie,
of cos upset,
he told miie it's late...
and he tell miie something that i really shock miie and really upset.
he asked miie :" did my sis tell you anything?"
i replied:" no"
he say :" really don't have?"
i replied:"really don't have."
then he say :" actually, because of me, his and his mama relationship not that good!"
i replied nothing...
i really very shock and upset.
i kept quiet...
den, he send miie to the lift and up to my floor,
he kiss miie and hug miie,
at the moment, i was thinking that, this can stop forever.
i was almost going to cry!
and lastly,i cried after i went out the lift.
):
it really feel hurt.
actually i'm a person who breaks their kinship!
i am so called the "killer"
i really have no motive to break their relationship!!!!
because of that sentence,
i think i no longer can be what am i last time,
i cannot be happy,
cannot be with him anymore...
i have to be alone
lonely ):
hais
and i think that the photos taken at pasir ris will be my memories...
all my memories with him...
i have to stop what i am doing now,
i cannot be selfish...
he is going to be his mama's goodboy soon~
and i will be going to be his gf without him beside me..
its just like a wall in between us.
hais

*memories will be kept but not nightmares. STOP being who am i last time, should give back whatever to his mama...he is not my everything anymore, but he is his mama's everything...i cannot be selfish..*

2008-06-16T08:09:00.004+08:00

HELLLOOSSSS!!!!
today is my new schooling day!
so SUCKS man!
have to attend schhol for another 8 weeks..
damn siian!
have to see all those modules
*anatomy & physiology, microbiology, molecular and cells biology, applied chemisty!!!*
arghhh~
starts my exams on thursday again~
haix
STRESS coming~
i hope my bf is beside miie now, accompany miie :(

anyway, during the holidays,
have lots of fun
went east coast trip on the 13 June 2008,
we went there for our pinic session and sun tanning,
OH MY,
i am so black now...
hahahahas
then, we dine in to SUSHI TEI at east coast,
the atmosphere there is damn good,
so nice and high class den taka!
hahas
gonna try again nxt time
we take some photos and went home sweet home.

NEXT,
on the 14 june 2008,
dear and miie were not working,
hahas
IT'S a SATURDAY!
went to his house at 2plus,
and we went out around 4plus,
so so so LATE huh,
but nvm,
we went to catch " KONGFU PANDA"
hahahahas
damn FUNNY man!
went shoppping together and have our dinner at HAN'S
then, hubby ride miie back home :)
the nicest of the day

2008-06-10T00:53:00.025+08:00

BOO!!!!!!!!!
today went out with nini and tengteng,
went bugis for SHOPPING!
so long nv go out together and gossip le...
so HAPPY!!
first i went there empty handed,
but i am the first person to buy things...
i bought a bikini for myself which cause mie $38!!
heart PAIN!!!!!!!
and den went shopping to find nini's and tengteng's clothes,
and they ound it too!!!!hahahas...
there goes our pictures...

Yesterday, after work went to far east to find dear,
then, went to his house and HUNT for some FOOD at 24 hour coffee shop!!
then went home to play with his hair!!!
hahahas
so funny..

2008-05-28T23:41:00.010+08:00

HAHAS..
today went do the "PUB proposal" together with enoch, shawn, yee kit, willie...
first time going out doing the stuffs with classmates...
we suppose to meet at 230pm at dhoby ghaut
but,all of them were late.
yee kit went off halfway~
chit chat there and play games...
lots of laughter..hahas

after that, went hubby's home to eat dinner...
the rest eaten and hubby wait for miie to reach and accompany miie to eat
so SWEET of hiim~
iLOVELOVELOVEhim so much!

2008-05-26T00:38:00.003+08:00

On the 24 may 2008,
my mum's godbrother is married...
and here are the photos taken ytd...

We abit of "Zi lian" down there..
hahahs
but, all the best to the new couples..
and everlasting love to them!!!

2008-05-15T13:56:00.002+08:00

SO BORING!!!!!!!
STRESS ABOUT MCB NOW!!!!!!!!!ARGHHH!!!!!
cracking my head everyday
and you cant treat miie well a little bit!
haix...
i'm going to buy back the container for him..
i know it is spoilt!!!
haix...
sadded~

2008-05-15T00:24:00.004+08:00

WHAT A SICKNESS CUM ANGRY DAY!!!
wake up at 2pm,
went to do hsework and prepare to set of to dohby ghaut at 3plus
i reaches there at around 345pm..
went to the MDIS centre and went for dear to end his exam.
reach there, and he is standing down there with his friends,
after that, we went to slim tower as he want to go there to buy sth
and we set off..
den went to bugis to buy new watch for myself...
after that,
went back dohby again,
and to orchard after that...
halfway thru,
stomachache,
and i went toliet,
but...
my stomach really really really painful.
i sit for around 1 hour,
i nearly fainted and i vomited.
dear cnt come in as it is a girl toliet...
i try alot of times to go out to find him,
but i cannot,
i was so sick tt time..
after that,
i try and try,
and u got to stand up and out the toliet..
i was so pale...
dear went take some hot water for me,
after resting for few minutes,
we went sushi tei,
he keep asking miie whether he need to peggie back miie,
but i say no need.
so sweet of him right?
but...tis is not the end!
we went to eat until 9plus
and set off home sweet home.
on the way reaching,
we have a so called a quarrel!!!!
i ask him whether he can come my house accompany miie,
but he say he want to go home..
he told miie this many days ago too!!!!
WHATEVER I ASKED, HE REJECTED.
ASKED HIM GO STUDY,
HE DON WAN..
ASK HIM ACCOMPANY MIIE, HE SAY GOT EXAMS...
AFTER EXAMS THEN ACCOMPNAY MIIE...
NOW, EXAM OVER,
HE NV KEEP HIS PROMISE BUT THROW TEMPER ON MIIE!
HE JUST BOUGHT A CONTAINER AND HE THROW AND SMASHED ON THE DOOR OF THE RUBBISH BIN.
A GREAT IMPACT ON THE FLOOR..
DEFINATELY IS SPOILT!!!
HE WANT TO TREAT MIIE HOW MANY DAYS THIS WAY!!!HUH!!!!
EVERYDAY SO DISAPPOINTED..
BUT I NV SAY ANYTHING..
DEN TODAY!!!
SO FIERCE TOWARDS MIIE...
MAKE MIIE SO DISAPPOINTED AND ANGRY!
CRY AND CRY AND CRY JUST BECOS OF THIS !!!!!
WHY HAVE TO BLUFF MIIE EVERYTIME!
WHY WHY WHY!
WHY CANT YOU STAND AT MY POINT OF VIEW AND FEEL
THE FEELINGS IS JUST SO TERRIBLE AND HURTFUL!!!!!!
my day just ended in such terrible circumstance!!!!

**LET MIIE KNOW YOU ARE THERE FOR MIIE ANYTIME~
LET MIIE KNOW YOUR CARE IS THERE FOR MIIE~!!!!

2008-05-06T20:39:00.003+08:00

STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so stress today for microbiology exam!
and the worst thing is that, b4 exam, have an arguement with hubby!
make miie no mood to do..
spoilt my MOOD!
don wan to say what happen...
but have to say,
he only care himself only!
he would nv think of miie and do anything,
he only like to do his own stuffs...
and its always imp than miie...
what am i actually?
RUBBISH!
SO F**K up!
and the fact is, he would nv try to say sth sweet to please me and make miie happy!
why have to be so STUBBORN!
cant you have the initiative!
have to say straight than you get what i mean!
THINK MORE LA~
try to be nicer, put more *xin si*
you are nice definately,
but, you do not use ur nice in the right time!
is get so fad up that,
you always reply miie stupid answer when ppl is angry!
cant you think!
haix!
i donnno what to say!
i am so f**K up already!
is just like only myself put in *xin si* towards you,
make you happy,
think about you everytime,
even ask miie to stop anything,
also becos of you..
but YOU?
only care urself first instead of miie...
and misunderstood ppl everytime..
after making ppl so fad up,
doesnt know what to do but to do funny stuffs!
you only think you are right everytime!
cant you just put down some thinking,
and accept ppl request or thinking!

PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-05T22:32:00.002+08:00

HELLOS!!!
update again..
today lesson so stress up man!
learning about muscle tissue and how it functions
as well as what makes our elbow move!
its so in depth man!
and i have to read and read and read the resources!
not only that ok~
i still have exams after school.
you know what topics it is...
about DNA!!
ARGHH~
so STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After UT, went cca and sms my hubby,
ask him come,
he don wan!
haix..
siian!

2008-05-04T22:41:00.002+08:00

OKIE!LONG TIME NO UPDATE!
like what agnes said!!!!
i now posting le~
HAPPY AGNES TAN WEI TING!
hahahas
you must say YESH OKIE!

Start from the day on friday (2nd MAY)~
early in the morning as usual~
wake up early and went to sch = NO LIFE!
during lesson,
more worst!
the topic is damn difficult man!
and i went out of class during 2nd break time and went library with shawn!
hahas
i was so DAMN stress in class man!
and msning with agnes..
she was telling miie to go study...
BUT i have CO concert to attend
but in the end, my advisor says we have only 10 tickets for 15 ppl!
GOSH~
have to settle the thing with JEFF~
haix..
and we plan to go SUSHI TEI to study
as you know my HUBBY is working down there~
hahas
go study and wait for him to knock off...
at the same time,
can see him ma!
shy~~~
anyway, i was in the library with shawn to do my PP work!
and we have our ice chocolate!
damn nice man!
is the same as taste outside and is much more cheaper in school!
so here we GO n BUY!
find a plcae and sit down there to do our stuffs,
i was researching and typing out my PP scope for my advisor and with the help from shawn.
copy some idea from his bro project!
hahas
but...after i came back from toliet, you know wad i saw,
he was relaxing and playing his PSP!
he is soooo relax and enjoying!
and i am struggling down there...
hahas
after that, joel sms miie and ask miie to wait for him to go SUSHI TEI with us..
and 5pm, here we GOOOO TO MEET HUBBY!
but then, meet agnes at yio chu kang mrt first.
and set off!
HAHAS
reach there eat, study and JOKE about some *dirty* thing
and go home..

On the SAturday (3rd may)
AS usual, wake up and meet my DEAR to work
eat our breakfast and set off to orchard!
and you know, we reach there tooo early and slack down there
and check our duty,
i get the chance to work with DEAR
i am so shock and so HAPPY!
in the end, working halfway..
he spoilt my mood..
i feel like bursting out my tears!
feeling damn aching in the heart,
so i try to pack stuffs in order not to see my red eyes.
haix.
after our break.
turn back to usual again,
but joel went to tell jenny abt this.
and i think we are not able to work togather again nxt time
SADDED!

and for today,
still very boring,
wake up and do hsework,
study for UT tml and went watching TV
waiting for dear to sms miie but don have
and i started to sms him.
the whole day doing nothing but MISS HIIM ALL THE WAY!
without him, so siian!
after daddy and mummy are back,
went ah ma hse for dinner and continue to watch TV and sleep!
10pm.
home sweet home...
calling hubby,
chat awhile,
and he reaching home soon and hang up.
wait for him to call miie again (:

2008-04-27T00:08:00.002+08:00

hahas.
life so boring EVERYDAY!
schooling den working den sleeping den new day again!
time just passes like tt.
hope to spent every moment with my HUBBY!
play with him
tok with him
smile to him
spent my happiness with him

and today, we went to TM to celebrate yanni birthday!
hahas
the thing is, we meet at 12noon...
BUT...
i WOKE up late!
hahas
i woke up at 12noon...
hahas
so, they have to come my hus to sit and wait for miie..
SORRY man!
then we 1plus den set off to TM!
went mac and chat along the way...hahas
i told yanni about what alan doing in school..
hahas
and she told miie to go alan sch often and see see
this is what she do on this friday..
must let other ppl see who i am..lols
and nxt, we chat about funny things
she asked alot of question...
OH MY!
den we went walk walk at TM and century square..
bought some things and set off bac again..
went compass to take alook on things to buy for BOYFRIEND on the coming 18th!!!
hahas
which is our 2nd anniversary!
so happy!
so confused!
donno what to buy then...
and yanni decided what to do le!
hahas

and we were toking about june and dec holidays..
our sentosa trip and chalet!!
looking forward.
and can take photos and spent the meaningful plus romantic days with HUBBY!
hahahs

So, reach home about 9plus..
show off my clothes to dad and mum.
went bathing and waiting for HUBBY to arrive to my home sweet home!
hhahas
used com and play..
11:51pm, he went off...
borrow money frm miie and buy supper for his daddy!
hahas
good BOY!

*BE A GOOD BOY IN SCHOOL and in your journey to school in bus* LOLS
you know what i mean!

2008-04-19T01:04:00.002+08:00

next, i ruin my 18th in my own hand!!!
ARGHH~
i just feel disgusted looking at ur hair!!!
DON TRY TO DO FUNNY STUFFS ON UR HAIR LE LA!
PLEASE!
ren hao hao, have to make yourslef like clown..
i really don expect day to become like this.
i just think that i am very bad treating you this way,
but i have no choice but to be a bad person in front of you!!!
if this continues, i rather continue to be bad
and endure of not seeing you again!

ended with a sad day ):

2008-04-19T00:53:00.007+08:00

hmm...today is a good starting for miie in school..
I HAVE GONE TO THE LAB!!
HURRAY!
so happy man...wearing lab coat etc..
trying to dissect something..
and i took some photos anyway,
look SMARTS!

2008-04-17T19:59:00.004+08:00

haix..
my whole day is sooo BORING!
i nv sms hiim,
and he nv sms miie too!
haix haix haix~

and tml is the 18th
which is the SPECIAL day for miie.
i doubt i will be surprise and spent the day with hiim again ):
the 18th is gone again!
grrhh~
really HOPE the day is special
siian ):

*haix.i did say nothing, but i REALLY miss hiim though~*

2008-04-17T08:13:00.003+08:00

hmm.so early in the morning.. ..
went thru alot of ppl's bloggie...
like my bestfriend: shenn
my uncle's gf: sin yee jie..
my last sem classmate: fifah
they have some kinda surprise everytime frm their beloved bf!
so GOOD MAN!
so SWEET at times....
when can i have the chance too?
):

I hope i have surprise too!!!
gonna wait!
Just hope everyday is VALENTINE'S DAY like last time~
grrr...

2008-04-17T01:20:00.002+08:00

Finally finally finally finally,
i have burst out wadever i store in my heart!
i really cnt stand it anymore.
just feel of bursting it out
cry it all once out!
it is a torture and hurtful feelings
i don wan, i REALLY don wan!

i really donno, i noe i am not a 100% perfect person,
but i have tried to be a 100% perfect person...
i really try to. i have tried alll my best!
but, i think it's still not enuff for you.
you dislike miie, you hate whatever i did.. ..
i have done my best.. ..
i swear i would not disturb you, and make you dislike miie anymore!

*Please think of me, and stop thinking for urself. think of what i did for you and treat you. you are just a person that is soooo important to me, and i always see you as the first person in my life.please and beg you, look on me and care more about me.PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!*

2008-03-29T23:41:00.003+08:00

HAIS..
SO BORING!
MISS HIIM FROM THURSDAY!
ARGHHH~

DONNO WILL SEE HIIM TOMORROW MAHX!
BABY! I MISSSESSSS YOOOOUUUU!!!!!

2008-03-28T14:22:00.018+08:00

HEllO!
after so many thing happen!
BABY,you are the best to miie
iLOVEyou baby!
i wan to ride on ur bike forever,
i wan to hughug you forever,
i wan you to piggyback miie forever,
i wan to hold ur hand tight forever,
anyway,i just wan to be with you forever!
are you too?!

hahahs

2008-03-25T14:17:00.002+08:00

HAHAHS...LONG LONG TIME NV BLOG!
ALRIGHT GUYS, I WILL BLOG NOW!

hmm...what shall i start writing nehx?
soooo lazy to type anyway!
hahas
think i will talk about 22 march 2008 which is en wei's bdae on that day!
hahahs
HAPPY BIRTHDAY anyway!
we having DIY BBQ near joel's hse
so FUN!
i wan another BBQ session again!
hahas
after the whole celebrating,
the funniest thing that i remember is... ...
WE FORGET TO BBQ PRAWNS!!!
ARGHHH~
which is still at joel's hse...
hahhas
so funny la
the photos i will try to upload nxt time...
so LAZZZY!!!

and for 23 march
is my ah ma bdae
having celebrating at first anutie hse!
hahas
is really a big family sia
so many babies which is my nieces and nephews
hahas
its around 10 babies...
hahas
so adorable nehx!
i shall upload photos again next time!

whereas on 24 march...which is ytd
i stayed at ah ma hse and is so boring,
i have to do hsework...
ahhhhh~
like MAID sia
hahas
when is the maid coming????
hahahas
anyway, thanks joel and en wei for coming to pei miie la
thanks thanks thanks
hmm...and thanks for the psp!
hahas

-ended-

2008-02-22T18:52:00.003+08:00

What can i say?

*YOU* are so bad as while as nice sometimes...

2008-02-20T23:30:00.003+08:00

everytime a nice day for mie, have to make it a sad ending!
whywhywhy???
the day is for MEEE!
and you just only care for ur remote car and prepare for tml!
IS for me!
AND YOU HAVE HURT MIIE BY SAYING
" I NV ASK YOU TO PEI WO AR, IS ME MYSELF WANTED TO GO WITH MIIE"
i nv ever think of timing when i spent every moment with you!
if i am a guy,
i would spent very long time with you!
i don care any timing!
i just wan to be with you!
just prepare for a car tml,
you neglect miie...
I HATE YOU!
i thought you treat miie so good today,
i should repay you back...but in the end, you still hhurt miie..
SHOUT AT MIIE! YELLED AT MIIE!
emphasize again " IT'S THE DAY FOR MIIE ONLY"
you say you have pei miie today alot and alot...
is who pei wo...
i pei you to where you are going...
you should know..i don like to shop at those stuffs...
but i nv say anything...
i never even xian where you are going...
i NEVER!
i go with you whatever you want to go...
i can fang qi everything jut to accompany and be with you...
but how you treat miie in the end...
you say " YOU TREAT MIIE SO GOOD TODAY AND I TREAT YOU LIKE TT"
"next time you wont treat miie like tt again"
but i just feel disappointed...
you don get wad i want...
you only think that you are rigth and i am the bad person..
but did you weigh it..
who treat who first...
you wan play car and buy car things..
i never even stop you..
i never complain anything..
i just wan you to be HAPPY!
but did you wei le wo ne?
haix..
i just don dare to think much...
i'm sad
and this wound is not so easy to recover since you said that...
" you pei wo is you ownself want de, i never ask for it"
i wont forget de!

*if i have give any attitude...sorry..but i really mind how you zai hu wo. and i really need the care and please stop neglecting miie! and please don say any hurtful words to miie which you think you are right everytime*

I'M SORRY

2008-02-17T00:22:00.014+08:00

Let's update my blog now

On the 14th feb 2008 (Thursday):
See, what's this day is???
IS VALENTINE'S DAY!
this is all couples waiting for!
SURPRISE SURPRISE AND SURPRISE...
on tt day, it is the day i meet a different hiim..
he plan everything for miie...
do everything for miie..
i really very very happy and "gan dong"
i really hope that it is valentine everyday...
HAHAS
it must be mad!
but is really realy feel those kind of feeling being loved and sweet!
iLOVEit!
*DARDAR! Thanks for everything you done for miie!
THANK YOU! i really appreciate it alot and alot!
WHAT can i say is that:
ILOVEYOU DARLING!
hahahs

the day we doing together:
-went cine for movies - CJ7
-den went walk walk to kinokuniya for books
-den to sushi tei to eat our lovely dinner together
-spent the day over there
-surprise over there
-take bus 132 to his house
-spent the rest of the day there
-went home...

athough is a short day and short event,
but i really appreciate the things you make for miie (:

On the 13th feb 2008(wednesday):
i went to shenn hse to make my VALENTINE'S PRESENT FOR MY PRECIOUS DARDAR!
hahas..
see wad i did below:
CHOCOLATE!!!!
i make myself worx...
hope dardar will like it!

2008-02-11T23:12:00.000+08:00

This new year so boring...
nothing special and lesser and lesser people coming to bai nian!
and there goes to lesser ang bao..
not becais of ang bao la!
is don have the new year spirit!
hahas..
sat and sun have to go work...damn boring,
and no people shopping too!
more worst!
but..anutie tend to give us ANG BAO neh!
thanks to them...
So Paiseh!
hahas
and now i have taken photos on new year..
so zilian sia
ahahahahas

2008-02-01T12:01:00.000+08:00

HAHAS..
this is what i did today in class...

SWEETSWEETSWEET!

2008-01-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

YOYO.i'm back!
hahas
Today i pon cognitive class again.
Somehow, half of my class pon!
OMG~
cognitive lesson was damn boring
not interesting at all!
no MOOD to do work too~
thinking of my dardar!
hahas...
SOOOOO....
joel and i then went to orchard to find hiim...
went to his workplace which is SUSHI TEI!
before that, miie and joel went to shopshop
and went bugis...
i bought a cardigen for *HIIM*
and a shorts for myself.
DAMN HAPPY!
after shopping, we went SUSHI TEI to eat!
hahahs
den joel pass him the cardigen and take our lappy while i paying the bills...
hahahs
after we gone out for a long time,
my hp vibrated,
and...you not wad i saw!
I DAMN HAPPY when i saw that messeage...
it have been a long time i waited for...and wish to have....
OH GOD...
let's see

and there is a spelling mistake which is *CARDIGEN* not *CARDICIAN* my dear!
hahhas
cant wait for tomorrow!!!!
cant wait to see you!
hahahs
I LOVE YOU TOO!

2008-01-21T10:02:00.001+08:00

DEAR!
hope you recover soon!
jiayou jiayou jiayou
listen la boy : don work la, okie. Be good boy okie!!

2008-01-09T16:30:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU DEEPLY, BUT YOU BREAK MY HEART AGAIN AND AGAIN!
IT'S MY DAY!
AND IT'S MINE!
YOU JUST BLuff MIIE AND LIE TO MIIE EVERYTIME!
IT's HURT!!!!
*is only me, myself, " yi xiang qing yuan"
you would nv ever do anything just for miie
and everything i was stupid and dumb!
let you bluff and tease, making fun of miie!
STUPPID!!!!
i just realise i am not really important to you
in you i am just a empty shell and you only treat ppl like ur friends and family truely but not miie.
YOu can treat them as nice as possible and fullfilled whatever they asked and requested.
they weighted as important as your bike and car
they stand much fully and all in YOU!
i just blame myself so useless and stupid and dumb
i am not being treated like human and is just toys
i damn FOOLISH!
you donno what kind of feelings it is~
it is the same situation as having a person without his heart!

BYEBYE!

2008-01-07T16:29:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU!

2008-01-06T22:20:00.000+08:00

HMM..what can i say today..
tml is going to school again..
3 weeks of holidays was so boring
work and work and work...
and now waited for the pay to come...
haix...
and what can i say about him...
he also work and work and work...
hax.. cannot see him anymore
JUST WANTED TO SAY~
I REALLY MISSES YOU ALOT ALOT ALOT DARLING!
MISSES YOU~

2008-01-02T21:51:00.000+08:00

yoyo.. i am back again!
guys..have fun on chirtmas and new year! now is the NEW YEAR! everyone must be happy.. ALRIGHT!
i noe i wont have the days de..
so you all must be happy okie!
but...i have a happy chirtmas and new year day...
thanks to all my sisters and friends~
but i think i wont be able to say what i feel here anymore..
cos i noe someone don like to see what i have wrote..
if he don wan to see what i wrote here,
can i EXPECT you to noe what am i really thinking...
not all you think is write and pls don always make up excuses to cover your mistakes and blame others!
JUST SPARE MIIE ONE HOURS SO DIFFICULT MAHX!
you don ever make an effort to think what a gal is thinking
mei feng du AT ALL!
*just don say anymore,just think it is hopeless* *once i accepted it, i need to accept everything*
IT's new year HAPPY DAY!

let's see some photos i have taken during christmas and new year!

These are on the christmas!hahas so sorry, i don have new year photos, but i will get it soon by agnes and en wei!hahas
Now is the funniest photos on darling and agnes!
agnes first:

And now is DARLiNG TIME! she act as a girl now!

2007-12-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!I HAVE TO WORK ALL DAYS AT this holidays..
i'm looking forward to this christmas count down woth my besties and darling!
but i donno wad i can do.
things just happen so fast and miserably,
i donno wad to say,
i changes, tried, fullfilled and give happinesss!
but what i get!
haix
he just don understand!
he don understand nvm,
but just make miie feel "xin ku"
you noe the feelings!
i don wan anything,
i just wan ur care and understand my feelings and thinking
respect miie and listen to miie sometimes.
don think wad you do is 100% right okie!
alright~
cant give in a little~
i respect you, and fullfilled waht you want,
just respect miie and fullfilled mine can mahx?
you are just a person who don "ren shu"
why must like tt
a "soory" damn difficult to say mahx..
have to make things very complicated huh!
and pls be a man la~
don act as gals can anot!
stand up and face it but not giving excuses please!
you tell miie to be resonable,
okie, i am resonable.
but are you now!
you ask miie not to give attitude~
i never~
but wad you did now!
you noe the feelings treated like this,
den why must you did it again!
change it la~
you set this rule and you repeating this faults!
make up ur mind can anot! huh!
please!
you noe i always put you in the first priority but did you?
did you!
everytime, i must care for you,undertand you, ti liang you, make you happy,
den what about miie?
your slave?
huh?
i donno,
i really donno~
haix..
sadded!
everytime is miserable,
one week can only sweet once but the rest of the days is just disappointment and disappointment!

hope you really understand my feelings!

2007-12-11T20:05:00.000+08:00

hahas..
its so sway today morning sia!
i thought it was bus 161 heading to miie,
ending up, i board the wrong bus which is bus 159
GOSH!
damn funny la~
i quickly alight and board at the other bus stop,
i thought i was not in time to sch to take my UT
luckily, i reach school at 830!
thanks god!!!

later, having cognitive module today,
damn boring la...
the faci damn boring
haix..
donno wad to say
it make miie very frustrated that time
hahas
and she keep on picking our ggroup!!!
SHIT HER AR!
F**K sia

haix..donno wad grade i will be taking for today..
siian
hmm...and i went to dear house today,
i was debating myself should i go a not?
and i tend to scare him b4 he reaches home,
but, he reaches home first...
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
he take cab home today~
lols
FAST SEH!
hahahas
he cnt eat alot of things.
and i just bought MACDONALDS up sehx..
he was tempted...
but cnt eat lorx...
too bad...
just wait bahx...
JIAYOU!
lols
TAKECARE

*love you lots lots*

2007-12-10T15:17:00.000+08:00

hmm...what can i say today?
okie, let miie update on 7 Dec 2007
we went out to paradise to play POOL!
my frist time playing pool so well...
i must practise more nxt time...to make to perfect!
hahas.
THANKS TO EN WEI AND JOEL for teaching miie!
think a hard time teaching miie bahx..lols
going out with rachel..
she seems so quiet and doesnot wan to play..
lols
don be shy la!
we play till 9 plus
den set off to sk to eat dinner
lols..
and end up to be 11plus..lols
and en wei send rach back first..
after that miie, joel and dear...walk bac home..lols
and sth sth happen sia...
and i was SAD!
ended up joel send miie home!
haix...

on the 8 dec..
after working
went to chango airport to send my uncle off to italy i think!
*YI LU SHUN FENG*
mie and dear went to take mrt
and on the way home,
he show miie the rashes
but it is not rashes...
its SHINGLES! * In chinese "sheng se"
its a kind of virus reactivate from chickenpox we get it when young.
its due to STRESS!
i hope i nv give him alot of stress!
HOPE NXT TIME I WONT GIVE HIM STRESS AGAIN!
its damn er xin la~
and went to seek a doctor who catch snake
and burn the shingles.
OUCH!
my poor darling...
i really really heart pain siax...
everyday only eat porridge and vege!!!!!!
and no strength at all
nvm..got miie to feed you la!
lolx
hmm..the doctor say : cannot eat meat and others except porridge and vege, cannot bath, cannot see mirror!
JIAYOU DARLING!
it will be over soon~
the worst is that: when i heard this virus will killed when the head of snake and tail of sbake touches each other, they will die...
the moment i know...my heart break sia!
i promise..i must treat him better!!!
GAMBETE!!
lols
JIAYOU DEAR!

MISSES YOU!!!!

2007-12-04T20:16:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone...!!
i'm bac...hahahas
hmm
today was damn slack in school sai..
we went to SU's hostel to play
WE PON CLASS!!!
OMG!!
and ended up there till 430..
miie, hannah and elizabeth talk about some relationship stuffs!
DAMN fun sia...hahahas
get to know each other sorrows and some funny stuffs...
hahahas
after that went o hougang mall to meet agnes to buy my working shoes..
hahahas...and decided to go her house to scare darling
but in the end not fun..
say have to reach there b4 he come home...
but ended up, we are too late...
NOT FUN AT ALL~
nvm..there is so many chances...lols

haix..what can i say about myself?
my life sux..relationship sux man!
emo girl~
no mood to study this few weeks
haix..
when can i know?
when can gain back the confident and the original miie
god!
tell miie can?
i really very sad sad sad~
i just wan peaceful life...
why cant i?
huh?
WHY WHY WHY???
if you really bother this realtionship...can you something?huh?
i don wan to suffer..
and neither i wan you to suffer
GAMBETA together
but for now..
how can???
you wan happiness, so am i?
you know the feelings...
YOU KNOW?
I really cant express it...
and neither i can make it...

thanks my fellow friends and agnes and my dearest cousins!
thanks for giving miie opinions and support~
although i nv listen anything in...
but i know all of you have been there for miie and find the best solution for miie..
REALLY THANK YOU TO YOU
iknow you all gave the best solution but i really cnt make it...
i know i am folish..
but that's miie
for the sake of this relationship,
anything i also will suffer and give in
anything i will do...
for the sake of him..
i knwo i must change...and blame mysef although you say its not my fault
but i still have to blame myself...
is only blaming myself can make miie awake and learn a lesson...
haix..
for the sake of him, i can do anything and make this realtionship back!
i really have ti make this back...
i know you all say miie foolish
but this is call LOVE!
you all know that..
LOVE I BLIND!
what he treat miie and do for miie...i tolerate..
this is the way, unless everything changes..
change back the original miie!
you all day i give in alot alot
but does he know that...he do not know
tt's why i have to tolerate everything
haix..
i really donno what i can i do..
just to wait for the answer!
i really hope it is the answer that i wan to get!

*THANKS TO ALL OF YOU*
*A BIG THANKS TO ALL OF YOU*
thanks for all the encouragement and comments
thanks for the support
you all are always there for miie
THANKS THANKS THANKS

*and people listen: if you really love someone, please give in and don make the opposite hurtful. PLease treat them wholeheartedly. Give in whatever you can do, when both give in, it should be the strongest relationship ever!blessing to all couples in the whole world!!!

2007-12-03T09:19:00.000+08:00

is now early in the morning...
damn tired sia
talk on the fone till 5am and ytd is 4am...
OMG!!!
i am tired!
but these tired does not mean anything to miie!

why he have to make things so complicated.
don he feel tired running between 2 ppl.
don he realise what have he done wrong...
even miie and rachel down there say liao lorx..
he keep thinks that i got what motive ,
want to spoilt their friendship!
boliao la~
i where so bad!
huh!
I just know alot of things from her
when we shared the thoughts...
we came to realise that, everything falls on hiim..
*she* don even like him lorx..
he just think too much..
And we also find out that...he came across to lie to us...
and he oso did hide something behind miie...
but i noe now!
cant he make some decision..
actually is very simple de lorx...
is so straight forward...
cant he understand everything...
*she* tend to hint him alot alot alot times le lorx...
STOP CALLING HER...
understood!
you not fan..people oso fan la!
the matter is you willing to settle peacefully...
you make both people miserable...
but she just don wan to involve in it...
do you know, you are just trying to make her more diffculty..
i noe you not guilty...she will think tt de lorx...
if you like tt, more people will hate her de lorx...she oso feel this way...
so, do you think what's going on now?
is only matter lies on you not us...
do you really think a year plus relationship is like tt vanish!
i know you understood and you feel its not unbearable...
since you say you bu she de...den you willing to hurt so many people!
just give a answer, everything is settle...
i willing to endure and take the hold responsibilties...
i just feel that..hope everything will pass...
and the best is miie and rachel become good friends and you cant hide anything from us.
and you more like tt...you will make us and put us in a difficulty
is so simple... right!
i don think you will did so foolish thing de lorx..
i have to understand you and how long can i wait!
can you make miie back to the original...
i am just a shit now!
no mood, no confident, very xin ku!
haix..
when can i be the original miie!
all is lies on you now!
hope you understand miie!
:)
i know you understand miie and know what i want.
COrrect!
and you know what answer i want!
heex...
i really wan PEACEFUL lurh!
i wan the back "sweet relationship"
i really want!
did i have the chance?
i know you know what to do now!

2007-11-27T13:12:00.000+08:00

haix..this few days keep sleeping late at night because of the wedding!
hahahs.
mu uncle finally married..
CONGRATS!
Wish you all "zao sheng gui zi"
hahahahs

Yesterday,i have to rush to hougang to meet Agnes after my lesson...
she going to dye and highlight her hair for just 50 dollars!
isnt it CHEAP???

after that, we went to eat mac..
suddenly stomachache!
GOSH!

and i went to her house to wait for dear to come home.
hahahs.
i waited from 7PM to 1030PM~
to sleepy...he is so late!
Before he enter his room, i hide in to bottom of the desk...
and he not notice,
after that, his dad ask miie to hide in the master bedroom toliet.
and while he step into the bathroom, he was shock
hahahs...
the reaction is damn FUNNY la!
he was frighten!
lols.

After that, he send miie home.
but i feel that he is not willing to
and i can sense that he wants miie to take bus home myself.
arghhh~

after toking the rachel tt night~
he chg to another person again!
haix...i really donno wad to say about him anymore.
let him be..
but i really feel that if he really wants peace,
but cant he give in sth.
why should i be the one who give in and grant his wishes.
Is like, he is taking advantage lorx.
i make him happy and nv ever go against his wishes again.
let him be and let him do everything he like.
he ask miie to chg...den what abt him?
did he done anything for me?
tis is the reasons why i have to be so unreasonable at times last time.
now,he can feel himself and see it HIMSELF!
but he is like don bother.
WHY WHY WHY!
cant i deserve any love?
why he deserve my love? as for what AGNES says...
i donno..
i jus waiting for hiim to showered me his love
haix...
damn siian and sadded
HOPE he really understand and grown more mature..
sees things in another angle and not jus one angle!

*NOTE*
Now i finally realise, in a relationship, both have to give in to each other and not one sided efforts.To make both happy,we have to do that. If not, one of them will suffered a lot alot! Why not both have happiness other than one suffered! So, guys, must make more effort and make sure everything go smoothly and no obstacles. If really it is, try to overcome it TOGETHER but not one of them suffering! :)

2007-11-19T20:08:00.000+08:00

HELLO!BLOGGING AGAIN!!HAHAHAS
hmm.all happenings are OVER!!
but sometimes i still think that it's not over yet!
it seems to miie something still missing...
it's the way like before,
but i think that,
the word "RACHEL" still carrying along with hiim.
i do not know what to do,
i'm trying the best to clear everything
but i tried,
it's still seems no secure to miie.
i don have the secure anymore
ONCE i believe in hiim so much,
and now...it's difference,
i cannot determine whether which is his truthful words
what he say cnt determine much to miie anymore.
he hurt mi once and bluff miie once...haix
although i look at the chatlog of hiim and her
its seems nth to miie anymore,
its still have a different feelings inside miie.
it can be seen tt is that "girls" wooing hiim norhx...
if he do not hAVE GF!
haix..
wad can i do,
once they are so close,
and they cnt lose contact now...
what i can do???
i only can stand aside fullfilled his wishes and do nth and endure
and watch wad's happening...
if i were to stop hiim..
he will not be happy..
and if he is not going to stop,
i am not going to be happy,
why not let hiimbe happy will do...
if he was to happy, i will be glad and i promise cnt make the same mistakes again.
i noe when they chat or wad, some kind of feelings are over miie and some anger have to come out,
but, ENDURANCE~
for hiim to be happy and have the sense of happiness, its the only way i can do.
and its the only way for us to continue~
its the only way i have to be the one controlling by hiim
he does not feel he controlling miie,
but i can feel i am being controlled as i cnt venge any anger on anyone but myself...
i have bear everything and kept quiet so nth will happen..
can anyone UNDERSTAND this kinds of feelings that i nv ever have it before.
can anyone understand!
think no bahx..only myself...
only miie myself noe the best...
one day and one day pass,
and the days just pass like that with something being kept in my heart and not venging out.
DO YOU KNOW THAT MY HEART is like keeping secret like tt and cnt venger out...
but this is not secret, is just sth that i cnt do again!
haix...i am willing, but you willling!
i know you wont stop de...you will continue...
haix...JUST LET IT BE!!!!

[ENDED]

2007-11-14T13:48:00.000+08:00

I think it has been a long time i nv blog le..
hmm...there is some things happen in these few days
make miie sad and down..
just donno how to say
it's make miie hurtful and its seems to be my fault!
haix..
hope that, nothing happen again nxt time
and,no EXTRA please!
GO AWAY!
don interrupt my happiness...
AND, also hope that
*he* will stop talking and calling her den..
it's my wish!
haix..
hopefully, he can mke it..!
TRUST HIIM ONE MORE TIME!
and give miie another chance to change back to my original!
lols...
think stop here le

SADDED PEIIRONG~

2007-10-11T18:36:00.000+08:00

HELLOS!!!
Long time no update le!hahahs
hmm..miss reading my blog guys?
think so bahx.
this few days...OOPS!
should be this few weeks,
busy going for talk in school and reach home around 7
not only that,
because of the STUPID rehersal,
have to stay in school till night time and reach home around 9pm..
DAMN tired siax.
we have to combine with the Chinese Orchastra to perform.
why must we cooperate with them but not us.
SHIT IT!
hahas.
lalallalalal~
and the results given to me is better than last semaster.
hahhaas...i am shock that my culture dacihave given miie AAAAAA
its really really really shocking
and cognitive i have been all along doing nth accept ppt..
hahahs..
she gave miie aaaaaaaaaa
ridiculous siax
hahahas
all all this while dear tok to miie in MSN in class...
SOOOOO happy
and he even send miie home..
can slp on his shoulder in bus
so "XIN FU" la~
hahahas
geex...
okie al~
shaall end here
byeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

2007-09-24T16:23:00.000+08:00

hahas..
say my daily grades..
straight B's siax
hahas
no A's sobsob
try harder nxt time
luckily my science teacher nv gib miie C.
hahas
hengheng sehx...
and i think that every maths lesson is fun in this semaster.
the faci quite interesting
but the rest of faci s damn boring
haix...
darling~
100% <3 to miie and you

2007-09-19T21:30:00.000+08:00

BOOO~
think that is already the third day of semaster two...
time flies so soooo
last semaster is really really fast.
haix...the class is damn boring in the first lesson and second...
seems like no one tok to miie then...
cos everyone are too shy
but for today is different!!!
everyone gets to chit chat in class...
the class starts to SPEAKS!!!
happy happy happy...
and the funny things is that,
we kept chatting in the msn together as a whole and toking sth bad
OOPS*~
but really that our faci today is damn bored la
like speaking so SLOWLY~
and we are being bored to death and sleepy
no one is paying attention then
but the faci seems hack care us la
but i think he did observe us in class la
and i think i am DEAD!!!
cos i not paying attention
and he keep looking at miie lurh
feel that i will be getting a bad results for today....
hahhas
and i get both B's on both cognitive and mathematics module....
so sad
:(
but nvm...i will try harder
-END-

2007-09-16T01:15:00.000+08:00

YOYOYO~
hmm...today dear come my ah ma hse fetch mie home to do hse work
den he and joel and en wei went home chg their clothes
after that meet up at my hse again..
dear wear full of joel's clothing sia
FUNNY EH~
even **** oso joel's one..
hahas
den i need to wait for my bro to coem bac to pass miie bac my ez link card
DAMN IT!!!
waited for hiim since 2pm
he still haben reach home siax
and we wasted alot of time at my hse...
doing nth
Suddenly, en wei had a call from ****
den he was so fierce siax...
RELAX~
everything shld be okie then.
lantern festival might get another chances sia
correct!!
jiayou~
den we decided to go vivo city instead of waiting at home le
i take my mum ez link and go vivo
and we wasted our time on the hp shop sia
so SIIAN
aftwerwards we went up to the top floor of vivo with dear and tiing and joel
we play water
so FUNNNN~
hahas
den take pics la
hahas
den went home after that~
-END-

2007-09-14T15:54:00.000+08:00

haix...damn siiann lar
wanna go VIVIO CITY today de
end up cnt
stupid rain and i have woke up late...
haix...
all the clothes are wet sia
den my stupid mother scold miie
NOT MY FAULT RIGHT
i don have power to know whether its rain or not while i am slping
crazy
hate hate hate ar
i frm 11 am do till 3 plus
nv eat sth
she lei...
come home, bath den slp
all i do
i not SUERWOMAN okie
REMEBER~
idiot
you thought you bigger than mmiee so wad~
everybody have their zi zun xin de horx...
you not hurt others is okie
i endure very long le horx
if not, i run away long ago liao
don wan to come bac anymore
hate to see ur face and voice
awful!!!
arghhh~

2007-09-13T00:36:00.000+08:00

Haix..So siian...
went to dear's hse to teach hiim maths
den keep eating there nahx...
den veri full..
at night,
dear's mother brought back dinner
and i force myself to eat finish
damn full la~
hahhaas
den feeling to vomit siax
hahahs...
den after that, dear send miie back home.
THANKS baby~

2007-09-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

hmm...two more days to my birthday!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIIE~

hahas

actually my friends celebrated with miie on sunday

hmm..they bought miie three outfit

dear bought miie a black skinny jeans nehx..

HAPPIE

but..i just spent my money on food that day..

so wasted

haix...

but as for today,

not my happy day bahx..

quite sad for miie.

my birthday on thurs,

but think no one going to celebrate with miie,

no one will think of that

even a cake oso don have.

why we are all humans but our fate is all different

and even my **** oso wont have any surprise or rmb de.

he only thinks that i have celebrated it on sunday

but its all for my friends mahx.

arghh~

why so difficult??

why why why?????

wad i wan and get is so difficult?

why people's bdae got surprise, got everything

why i don have.

even get a cake so difficult?

people have bdae, i oso have.

but is so different

every year, my birthday is just like that.

no cake at all.

nobody celebrate for miie, no surprise..normal days

my ****,oso wont be romantic de la~ and is of course

i just donno how to express my feelings,

jus so heartboken and sad

wadever i did, i am wrong

it would not be the other way round that **** will realised it

i jus donno how to express wad i wan

and even i tried, blame is on miie

just donno how to make ppl happy

jus don get wad i mean

jus like donno the hint

and do it!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

wad gals said or show is jus the opposite sometimes

when it is the moment they face their****

haix

perhaps****still not that mature or understanding enuff~

2007-09-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

Wow..

i manage to update tonight...

hmm...

i went to dear's cousin chalet...

actually look paisehx la

and feeling bored a little..

becos not veri used to it...

muhahahas.

den dear went swimming with his cousins,

but i cannot swim..

too bad la

hahas.

i just stand down there and watch...

after that, we went to eat and barbecue..

eat and eat and eat...

so full...

without any help at the bbq,

tend to have food to eat...

but have to thanks to dear's uncle and auntie i think...

hahas

have fun with dear's sis la...

she quite funny

but nice to play with.

here are some pictures that i have taken...

my dear look cute isnt it...

hahahs

dear's sis....

2007-09-06T12:53:00.000+08:00

Morning everyone!!!
hmm...i think i will not be blogging at nigth le bahx
cos i am going to dear's cousin's chalet
hahahas..
his cousins bdae nehx...
wad to buy???
hmm...hopefully we can get a present for her today...
lalalas...
i think i am going off now~
bye guys
miiss my friends and sisters~

whahahahx
lastly, love my dear through eternity
byebye
miiss miie man
and that person will be miss by miie~
lalalas
lame la...
okie

-END-

2007-09-05T21:37:00.000+08:00

yoyo...
today having teriible stomachache man!!!!!
I VOMITED..
sobsobx
but i am so happy
my dear come and accompany miie
hmm..
now i am at his hse blogging
hahas
having dinner here...
so nice and full
end here-

*LOVE MY DEAR*

2007-09-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

31 August 2007, Friday

it's teacher's day...

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!!

and i went back to my sec school to see all my teachers

miss them lots!!!

and we took some pictures with my friends...

heex..

2007-09-04T21:18:00.000+08:00

1 September 2007, saturday

Hmm...we went to celebrate my ah ma's birthday!!!
we went to ang mo kio and eat..

it so shock that we ate around thousand plus man!!!

wahhhh~

so expensive

hahas...

and we take a few pictures..

let's see~

3 September 2007, Monday

hmm..long time nv update liao

i am going to update now...

hehex

i went to shenn's hse to do our cookies in the morning around 11am

my cousin and i went there with my lappy..

we went a search of COOKIES!!!

WAH~

so after finding our ingredients,

we went to NTUC to buy...

hahas...

arount 1 plus we start baking..

hehex..

so fun..

we mix the flour and butter and even crack eggs...

hahas...

after that we stirr all together with other ingredients

we have put CHOCOLATE CHIPS nehx..

sweet rite~

this is how it look

den we put it in a tray a little a little bit,

baking in progress in OVEN~

However, our first attempt failed~

it look like chacoal

den...after adjusting everything,

finally our cookies are okie...

cooling in progress~

After cooliing,i shall put it in a box

and bring it home and to my dear...

look delicious and yummie rite?

wah~

my dear will appreciate it!!!

hahas..

and my half day spent in doing the cookies~

2007-08-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

yoyo..
so BORING..
haix...
full of things in my heart to say..
but i donnno how to say..
haixhaixhaix..
I AM BORED~

2007-08-27T13:34:00.000+08:00

BOOOO!!!SURPRISE~
hahas
think i ave not updated it long time ago le bahx..
so now is the time le..
hehex..
actually this feel day s nth happen bahx..
only the day we went out together to fast east and i bought something for myself..
hahas...
W35 rocks~
hahas..
hope our friendship will nv end..
is veri happy that i have all of my friends in W35H..
i am so glad and enjoy the memeroable day with you all..
hahas..
thanks to all of you very very much!!!!

hmm...hope that my dear can do all his best in his studies and achieve as good as possible..
try ur best darling~
create ur own mirical as you can do it man!
everybody can do it~
hahas...

2007-08-19T20:48:00.000+08:00

today, only have three words to say
"SAD SAD SAD"
tat's all
:(
byebye

*FULLFILLED THEM AND DESTROY MINE*

2007-08-19T01:22:00.000+08:00

Today,

quite happy...

we went celebrate my cousin and alan's bdae

den he still donno anything

hmm...we went far east to shop

and we saw our uncle's gf there too

after that we went to suntec city...

joel went to buy cake at swensen...

WAH~
ice cream cake nehx

den we suprise dear and tell hiim we oso clebrate his bdae

whahahahs!~

he look so blurr then~

next we went to look firework as marina

so nice..

can say nicer than national day

woah~

den we went to take bus 133...

traffic jam norhx

den we alight at bugis and take bus 80 again

so mafan

ended up i reachh sk at around 12mid

then take bus 82 home again

in the bus in saw my sec friends..

hahahs...

so qiao

after reaching home,

i take laptop and everything to ah ma with my cousins

so we decided to take cab again~

cost miie 6dollars cause mid night fare

haix...50 % of the money is added up

hai hao..we split the money among three

hahahas

each $2 only...

okie la~

my dear veri kelian norhx

fetch miie to te 82 busstop and ran to case the last bus...

thanks for fetching miie home half way..

*I LOVE YOU*

*MUACHX*

at night, he called miie

and he is coming to fetch miie frm a ma hse tml

so HAPPY

*AII NII*

2007-08-15T19:03:00.000+08:00

haiz...today is a sad day for miie..
in the morning i went to school happily
but the communication faci chg my grp
and chg to that grp
i quite disappointed actually.
then i was quite sick b4 that
nxt, the faci keep strongly not to chg
keep saying " i am okie with the grp arrangement"
siian la~

After that, the grp did contribute
i quite satisfied
haix..
then i went of after my presentation
as i was so sick man!!!
:(

Thanks to everybody concern~
THANKS A LOT...

then...dear was busy doing his dnt in sch
so boring
tml is his date due
JIAYOU WORX!!!
support you all the way~

*SICKENING DAY*

2007-08-14T20:32:00.000+08:00

Today,
Actually feeling okie in school la..
nth to do and update about schools' time
is the same...
but today funny things is that miie and shirley went toliet do business la
hahas.
we keep talking in different cubical
and toking about rubbish la
we kept laughing..
whahahas
then i come out and tell shrley i do finish business le
she say she still in process
and i have earn alot of money le
but she a little..
So funny sehx...

In class, we do discuss alot of things la..
we are thinking of transferring out of the school
And went for MI
Not only that, we did discuss about another outing
which is SENTOSA trip
den both of us plan the day activities
not only that, the day falls on dear's bdae..
and we are thinking of celebrating his bdae la
haix...
i think we can don't think of it le...
we might be cancel the outing
he say his mum wanna celebrate with hiim
*LET HIIM BE*

all he knows is to think of that day got famiy day or other activities..
like i transparent like that.
haix...
*SOBSOB*
:(

everything he thinks that i wrong and my fault
everytime wei hiim er xiang
he keep saying tis and that
got alot of comments like that

suan le la~
LET"S CANCEL OUR TRIP!!!
SAYONARA SENTOSA~
so sorry guys.
we shall postpone to 13 sep which can celebrate my bdae and hongyuan...hahas..
can?
i think i will update you all~
or get another trip on the nxt nxt sat~
hahas
or we shall go without hiim
he wans his parents lots den miie mahx
okie guys
hahas~
LEt's update again~
perhaps no chg!

end here~
*BEAT HIIM TO DEATH*

2007-08-13T15:19:00.000+08:00

hmm...nv update since the day before NATIONAL DAY!!!

i going to update now.

9 august 2007, thursday...

Firstly, wish singapore HAPY BIRTHDAY!!!

this day, we have our class gathering that i can used to phrase it

but not whole class la!

So ask hongyuan meet miie at my se void deck bus stop

den we proceed to yishun to meet seraphine

before that, hongyuan like very shy la..

so QUIET!
hahas..

in the bus journey,

hongyuan jus keep quiet la

never talk to dear

i think he look PAISEH bahx

when we meet seraphine

actually she was late for 5 minutes

den proceed to take mrt

seraphine did tok to dear la

den quite okie bahx

the atmosphere not very down.

Along the way, we have some talk bahx...

we talk that SQ they all will late

but we are wrong

they are faster then us man~

wooo~

So we went for shopping in FAR EAST PLAZA

walk and walk and walk..

the spirit in us starts to get higher la
dear don feel weird le bahx~

after that, we go try clothes.

shirley bought a tube shirt i think

and i bought a tube in THIS FASHION

whahaahs

it caos miie 20 dollars but its okie

because that day got 20% off

and shirley got 10% off for member

hence i get it frm $14
hahas

THANKS TO SHIRLEY

so after everything

we went to suntec and saw a lot of cadets man!

COOL~

they are preparing for their parade

den we go to MARINA to eat

but we stop in the EBASE shop for a long time

trying for clothes ansd shoes
LAME LA
hahas

den we went to eat but full of ppl

we decide to take away KFC
hhaas

along the way...

we walk to the place where it is near the firework

so many people

WOW!!!

and we settle down and have our dinner

but from there, we found that we nv tak our 2 piece chicken

so sorry GHIM HONG and HOCK KEONG..

feel sad for them.

and we share around

later, the fireworks starts..

so beautiful

let see the fireworks..

And after the firework,

seraphine was not feeling well

we walk to CLARKE QUEY

hahas.

long journey huh?

actually not

hmm...den searphine vomited la

POORTHING
takecares sera!

after that, we have fun playing la

so lame lor

HOR....SHIRLEY AND DEAR

hahahahs...

den we set off to take bus home

*HOME SWEET HOME*

2007-08-08T16:25:00.000+08:00

so siianz.
today like nth to do in class man!
Slack around
ppt all done in meeting 2.
And we slack the whole day la
our class is damn less people la~
hahas

den i ask my classmates of my hair style
they say like no chg
sobsob
got chg mahx
they cannot recognise
:(

den msg dear to meet miie
sobsob
another day he cnt come
he keep sticking to his stupid bike lorx
where good actually
stupid teacher.
ask hiim ride for wad
say two times a week
not enough ar
waliao
IDIOT!
so angry with hiim
he only plan all his time with his family and bike
siian la~

don say le.
so saddening
:(

hahahahas~
_END_

*MISSES HIIM*

2007-08-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

Hmm...nothing really happen today
the happening is that
i found that my class,
most of them NOT going to school tomorrow!!!
what i know is that only a few going nia..
INCLUDING MIIE!!
hahas

hmm..then i went to CATHY in causeway to write the job form with friends
afterward, i went off with my cousin to cut my hair la
then the price is too high den deciding in PROCESS
they give us discount
and i decided to cut.

actually not much cutting on my fringe
but my hair behind look short.
hahahas

after that i went home to look my tv show.
and eat my dinner and long gan
wah~
den i went to scoope my ice cream and eat!!!
hahahahahas

Haix
sad de ish~
my dear never find miie lorx
change new fone forget miie le
sobsob
msg for miie oso don haf
only me myself msg hiim
haix
sadsad
:(

after that he only care for hiimself only
nv ever thiink of miie
ask miie to bear with it
what the hell!!!
den you cant bear not to cycle
ARGHHHh~

2007-08-06T17:14:00.000+08:00

Today, MOnday again~
so siian
i was late to school la
But my class is almost empty
not alot of ppl coming to school
and halfway thru,
poeple going off~
Because today lesson is damn difficult and boring la

Hongyuan seems to have problem la
he look down today
and rush off at meeting two
afterwards suresh go off
and then our class become a little
and today, all grps go without ppt
haix
so sad
whole day cracking te codes
woo~
so difficult

and i intend not to go ig again la
cos my stomach was so terrible in pain
ARGHHHH~
den cannot go
and i oso wan to watch my show at 7pm
hahas
is nice mah!
cnt miss it~
hahas

MISS MY DEAR ALOT
DONNO WAD HE DOING THIS WHOLE AFTERNOON
no msg for miie either
so sad
sobsob
:(
HAix

nevermind.
i noe he will reach miie at night de
hmm.hope to see hiim tomorrow!
oOps.SHY LE LA~
hahas
redred le
geex

_END_

*HE WILL ALWAYS BE MINE*